Today was my second official day back to work. Yesterday my mom came down to watch Ella (because the babysitter's daughter was having her baby)which made my first day back a little easier- thanks mom. She brought her up for lunch and I just held my precious girl my whole lunch hour and really didn't want to let her go. She got to meet some of my friends at work and was in such a good mood (I think she missed me). However, today was the longest day of my life! I did fairly good and didn't really break down, but I had a knot in my throat all day and emailed Ella's sitter about 20 times today. Good thing she is not easily annoyed (or atleast she didn't show it)and she did an awesome job of getting right back to me. As soon as the clock hit 4:30, I was out the door, basically running to my car. I drove so fast on the way to get her(I really didn't care if I got pulled over)and noticed I was tapping my foot the whole trip there- I was so anxious and excited! I made it to north Edmond in record time and practically ran up to the door. Ella was sleeping and I could tell she was really worn out. She didn't sleep much today, but hopefully it will get better for her as she get use to the new evironment. However, we had an amazing night together. She was so happy to see us and let up kiss all over her all night long! She rolled over AGAIN this time from her tummy to her back and her bath time is getting so much fun. She won't lay back anymore while giving her a bath. She is constantly in a sit up position all hutched over tightening her little stomach muscles the whole time...it's so funny. I just put her feet in first and she LOVED kicking and splashing for about five minutes. It's so neat to watch her really study new things, she's so serious sometimes. We finished the night at 9:00 with her "Good Night Little Pookie" book (her nick name for Chris and I is Pookie) and some good 'ol snuggling. I did decided to put her in her crib tonight, unlike last night, however it was hard to not just take her to bed with me. Tomorrow I'm sure will be just as hard, but I know it will eventually get better as the days go on. It just seems like she changes so much in 8 hours.
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